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A wandering samurai of art, perpetually armed with a camera and an genetically in-built sense for spatial relationships.

Current Residence: Boston, Massachusetts
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Robust
Operating System: Mac
MP3 player of choice: Smallest
Shell of choice: Bash
Wallpaper of choice: Geometric
Skin of choice: Lightly tanned
Favourite cartoon character: Captain America
Personal Quote: "Sometimes disoriented, but always polite."
That old t.v. show The Prisoner, they had it right. A man is his own warden, he builds his own walls, forges the bars that hold him back. He can convince himself there's nothing he can do, no place he can go, no one...who will love him.

People look at me and see the above-average. Smart, capable, etc etc etc. But I don't let them see the chaos. I open up to someone and they're consoling, happy even. At first. But over time they start to see me as a freak.

Why? they ask. What can I tell you? I don't want to be like this, but I am.

But you can change. they say. Of course I can, and I do. But I don't know what I'm supposed to change into.

Oh. Neither do I.

And things usually go down hill from there.

I travel so much, read so much, *do* so much, and it no longer brings me joy. I'm so alone sometimes it hurts. What's the true Path? How do I fix myself? I'm probably just saying this because I'm depressed, but lord it's so hard to figure out what to do sometimes.
  • Listening to: The Lost Fleet, but Jack Campbell
  • Reading: Agatha H. and the Clockwork Princess
  • Watching: House, Season 2
  • Playing: Rock Band
  • Eating: Havarti
  • Drinking: Stevia Rootbeer


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NEWATLAS7 Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2016
Thanks for the :+fav:! :)
bengalslair Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav's ;)
starshinecruzer Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2016
You're welcome! I enjoy looking at sculptures very much but it's rare to see it on DA. What inspired you to work with in that area of art?
bengalslair Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Guess I'm a little behind in responses.  I was aspiring to be a comic book artist, but all the backgrounds just didn't excite me.  I was really passionate about the figure, so sculpture help to focus on subject.  An article in Wizard magazine that highlighted Randy Bowen also help launch my journey.
Siobhan68 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Professional General Artist
Thank you so much for faving my Vandarei Map :heart:
PatrickALyon Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2015   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave SuperAnth :)
starshinecruzer Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2015
You're welcome! You have an excellent style, great lines and color with a hint of the lean-stroked New Yorker cartoons.
PatrickALyon Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2015   Traditional Artist
Thank you : )
TixieLix Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave on my Street Fighter work!
edook Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014
:iconcocowaveplz: Thanks a lot for the :+fav:s :hug: And your support :)
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